The Egosystem

I can't even begin to explain the interim, so I'll only say that as always I am doing my best.

 

Halfway through this year, and the amount of occurrences has been such that it simply seems like one very long day.

 

My current priorities are to continue to do well in school, to complete my work on the house, sell the house, buy a new house, move into that house, improve some issues surrounding my career, and ramp up the current weight loss.  After three years, it seems I have finally found a way to reverse the tide.

 

My time is always short.

I am not down with that.

I have skipped my own looooooooo

have such a loose grasp on such a simple concept.  

I made a small promise to myself tonight.

I am more full of self-hate at this point in my life than i ever have been.  What a huge transformation from just a few years ago.  

Yes, I keep exclusive company.  Only the classiest and most socially connected bugaboos are allowed in my nightly mental soiree.  And on weekends, together we have gala events.

Yes.

Five cats = litter boxes full of poo

Two dogs = take me out to poo every ten minutes

One fish = change my filter, poo is floating everywhere in here

One 18 month old = daddy, change my poo diaper

Which mentions nothing of my own daily poo concerns.

Yes.

Five cats = litter boxes full of poo

Two dogs = take me out to poo every ten minutes

One fish = change my filter, poo is floating everywhere in here

One 18 month old = daddy, change my poo diaper

Which mentions nothing of my own daily poo concerns.

this isn't las vegas, and i'm not hunter thompson...but there are days when all i want is transmogrification.

I mentioned to my parents today that putting Bernie Madoff in jail was a tad hypocritical coming from a government that runs Social Security.

They didn't get it.

My head fucking exploded.