The Egosystem

If ever in my life I thought I was turned off, I can simply say that I had no idea what it was to be turned off.

I really don't think my brain is capable of dealing with the reality of my life most of the time.

I bought a rose
to give to you
a windy day
the petals flew

from the stem
to the street
i tried to catch them
with my feet

i got to your door
you looked to see
through the peep hole
right at me

you let me in
and i just froze
i gave you a stem
that was a rose...
that was a rose

and every secret untold is a planet aligned
don´t need prophets or preachers
to make sense of the signs when
the things that were hidden
can be seen by the blind

The big redo continues...this weekend we finished the new ceilings, ripped up carpet in two more rooms, and installed new laminate floor in one room.  600 sq ft, it only felt like 3 million.

And as i type, Kira and Neeky are grooming each other and moaning.  Who knew they swung that way?

all i can say is motherfuckers better bring it, cause i ain't playin' any more.

Point of view, right?  Where you are coming from.  Your angle.

the context, to revisit one of this blog's dead horses.

from where i'm looking...i see fuck ups from here to the horizon.  some little, some so huge they nearly block the entire view.  some that are ok, some that are forgivable.

some that are not.

oh yeah.  i did finally post 15 new GT vids up at youtube over the weekend.  a little birdy hooked me up with a VHS of an old concert in Germany.  watched it back in 91-92, but didn't have ownership of it then.  that has been corrected!

nothing new under the sun.  work continues on my house.  forever tired.  a ray of light here and yon.

i am empty.