topic avoidance machine

hey pretty lady what's the matter with you? it ain't as if night is falling any time soon and the drinks are stocked up nice. pour yourself, pour me another and let's sit down here in the yard and talk about it. you know we always did connect we fit together so well so pour me, pour yourself out to me and let me feel it like you feel it if you feel anything at all. if you do you're better off than i, or maybe worse but shit this feeling stuff is for the kitty kats of the world not the owls. it's what you're thinking if you're thinking what i'm thinking that's got me all riled up if this is riled cause all i'm doing is sitting here in the grass with a pretty little girl and ants on my toes and i sure ain't sayin' much but i like to listen to your words even if they ain't complicated they sure sound nice. but maybe it's not the words or even the voice but that face that face and that belly of yours and those wisps of hair hangin' down blowin' in the breeze they won't stay behind your ear and i like that a lot keep tryin'. you know i won't that's not my way but i'll listen i'll watch your lips as you speak and i'll watch you and wish and i can smell you but i won't let you know it. maybe you're fine maybe it's me that's all wrong but aren't you here aren't you there right there with me i can't be all wrong. maybe if i keep myself silent and don't say a word like i've been doing i'll seem interesting to you in a minute and a half i'll just go and ruin everything if i talk i always find the right way to mess things up but you can't mess things up that weren't ever there to begin with what the fuck am i thinking. just forget it and look up at her look at her how can this moment be possible? how can she do this to me does she even know how can she not she loves it and wants me to say it but i won't i never will because she wants it from me like she wanted it from all the others it's all fun and power games for her she wants a big know-nothing vacuum-head to give it to her because that's what's safe i mean if we ever she'd know she'd met her match and she couldn't help but to strike me and feel that flame burn her up inside.