my insides are really messed up. my brain, i mean. my thoughts. my emotions. i can't seem to get a grip.
i don't know whether to stop writing here for awhile, since all i'm gonna talk about is how i'm really going crazy, or to keep on writing here 'cause all i'm gonna talk about is how i'm really going crazy. i'll probably keep writing, but maybe it'll be more hit and miss than it has been. ya know, 'cause it really doesn't matter, does it?
