The Vagina Cafe...Open All Night

You know this is all just a photo, a snapshot, one moment in time - you know that, right? I let my thoughts do the talking here, and I'm always on. You've had experience with certain air conditioners, the ones that work real hard to reach that temperature, but once they do they don't quit, only the fan blows. The fan keeps on blowing until it's time to work again. But it's always on. That's kind of like me and this.
At times I make decisions I know to be correct, without a doubt, correct. But I don't like the decision, I WANT to do something totally different, opposite, anything but what I've decided to do. And I'll stick with my decision come hell or high water, through my inner turmoil. But son of bitch my mood will suffer. I don't handle this well at all. I wish I could learn to do what I want to do, say what I want to say, even though I know it isn't right - and be happy. That or I wish I could learn to be happy with doing the right thing.