+++ and yet today I give it to you anyway... +++
I have trust issues.
To say that I find it difficult to trust would be incorrect. I find it impossible to trust.
I don't trust anyone. Or, I trust no one. Not one person. Not even you.
I truly believe that even the people I am close to will fuck me in an instant. I believe they will lie to me. I believe they will try to keep the truth from me. I believe they will do this at varying times for the purpose of hurting and to avoid hurting me.
This is the exaxt opposite of how I work.
For example: this website is as public as possible. Anyone in the world can see this. Therefore, I lie here constantly. I make shit up. I talk shit. However, I also tell the truth. The reader cannot know what is real. That's what makes this site so great!
However, for those people in my life I care about, I will never lie. Never. About anything. Ever. It is exactly because you are important to me that you deserve the truth.
Anyway, there it is. For what it's worth. A big fat steaming hunk of zero, I'd guess.
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