I've just tallied up how many posts I've deleted from this blog.
115!!
One hundred fifteen entries are gone forever. Good riddance to bad rubbish!
But that's not what I wanted to tell you.
Here is the thing that I want to say: I am really fucking pissed off.
Have been for about a week now.
And I'm really fucking pissed off in a very strange kind of way.
I'm really fucking pissed off in a way that makes me feel like making ultra-big changes.
It's getting stronger everyday.
Each day, when something happens that would irk me or disappoint me or piss me off at just the normal level any other time...well, I get even more really fucking pissed off. It's exponential pissed-offedness.
Each new thing gets rolled over by this big ball of already really fucking pissed off that is rolling down a mountain and is consumed by it and the ball gets bigger and picks up speed.
But my outward expression of all this anger? A pursed lip.
