i just cannot sleep.
hell to pay tomorrow, nothing i can do to change it. might as well write some words, if any will come.
when it's difficult for me to write, and it often is...nevermind. I wrote some stuff here but just backspaced it all out. It was stupid, you didn't miss anything.
it would have been nice to have had some company tonight.
and there i go editing myself again. but it was the right thing to do. if i learned one thing in college, it's that communication is irreversible. once it's done, it can never be undone. it can't be fixed or erased. so think before you speak, and think about who it is you say things to. that seems like a simple idea, but it's not. there are consequences, consequences, consequences...
