so things have been on the negative side for a bit now. negative still. i've been showing you the cycles, i hope you've seen them.
much in my life is "up in the air", as they say, and brother do I hate that. i hate not knowing. not knowing is definitely one of the things i hate. perhaps one of my defining characteristics is that i...must...know. spongy.
this page must really suck to read when i get on these whiny kicks. it sucks to write them, too. it sucks worse to live it.
i'm super unhappy right now. but i'm working on it. until i can fix things...who knows?
