Well, snot. This was a rough day. A long, quiet day.
I'm still finding motivation to be elusive. I still have plenty to unpack, plenty to clean. Yet...things remain unpacked and messy. It's just that I get to working on it, and then I start thinking. It's that thinking that gets me in trouble every time.
I need to get out of the house today. But what to do? That's free, I mean.
Here's where I am: I'm alone, and I hate it. I don't have any friends right now. I want to get out of the house and do something, but I don't know what to do, and even if I did I wouldn't want to do because I would be doing it alone. So I stay in. And so I'm home alone. Which makes me want to get out, because being home alone sucks.
You see how this is an evil cycle?
Oh, snot.
