July 2005 Archives

I want to rewind this weekend and live it all over again.

Everything good that could have possibly happened, happened.

Crabcake putty.

The year of momentum (momentous? moments? monumentalness?) chugs right along. I lick my chops. I revel in the endorphins. My list is getting much shorter.

Bird hair. Birds don't have hair, chins do.

my antenna was picking up strong signals tonight. sometimes i wonder if i am actually Alyssa Milano. i mean, of course i'm not Alyssa Milano, but i have certain characteristics that are similar to her character on Charmed. or maybe i was just experiencing a chemical imbalance tonight. can't say for sure.

calm again. i needed calming. or soothing. i received it, so i am calm again. i am lucky that i know someone who happens to have the ability to soothe and calm me. talking to her is like having a full-brain massage.

for the first time in several years, i'm having the urge to go exploring.

say it, mean it, do it.


has it come to this? yes it has. time to lay out the cards and show hands.

bring me a word, i will twist it until it is mine forever.

This among days was not the best or the worst. I had higher hopes, but not all my hopes were dashed.

Regulars here may notice a big change in the site. The "photoblog" has been replaced by a much larger, much nicer, much more organized photo gallery. I believe this will motivate me to not only take more pics, but to upload them on a more consistent basis. I wish I could show you all the pics I have - there are a few I'm sure you'd like to see - but alas, the time is not right.

To make room for the addition of the photo galleries, I've nixed the radioblog. I know none of you ever utilized that feature, despite its very cool nature. It was a bit time consuming and memory intensive, so it is gone. Gone, gone, gone...

yes, unfortunately, my brain is on hiatus. when shall it return? how is a brainless man to know?

In rapid succession: my girl, my job, sleep, money. Looping through the synapses.

It has been a minute since I've written. Many amazing things have happened in the meantime. My brain and my time are severely occupied right now, my processers are burning up. Many things I have been waiting a very long time for are now happening. Many questions have been answered. Many truths revealed.

It is an amazing thing to know and to be known. To feel the safety, security, the comfort, the overpowering love, the understanding, and the trust of someone like you. All you have given to me I give back to you...and that is everything. No one knows the things we know, no one else will ever understand us. They don't have to.

I've been offline since Saturday, updates coming soon...