my antenna was picking up strong signals tonight. sometimes i wonder if i am actually Alyssa Milano. i mean, of course i'm not Alyssa Milano, but i have certain characteristics that are similar to her character on Charmed. or maybe i was just experiencing a chemical imbalance tonight. can't say for sure.
calm again. i needed calming. or soothing. i received it, so i am calm again. i am lucky that i know someone who happens to have the ability to soothe and calm me. talking to her is like having a full-brain massage.
for the first time in several years, i'm having the urge to go exploring.
