Hey nonny ding dong, alang alang alang
Boom ba-doh, ba-doo ba-doodle-ay
Oh, life could be a dream (sh-boom)
If I could take you up in paradise up above (sh-boom)
If you would tell me I'm the only one that you love
Life could be a dream, sweetheart
(Hello, hello again, sh-boom and hopin' we'll meet again)
Oh, life could be a dream (sh-boom)
If only all my precious plans would come true (sh-boom)
If you would let me spend my whole life lovin' you
Life could be a dream, sweetheart
Now every time I look at you
Something is on my mind (dat-dat-dat-dat-dat-duh)
If you do what I want you to
Baby, we'd be so fine!
Oh, life could be a dream (sh-boom)
If I could take you up in paradise up above (sh-boom)
If you would tell me I'm the only one that you love
Life could be a dream, sweetheart
Sh-boom sh-boom Ya-da-da Da-da-da Da-da-da Da
Sh-boom sh-boom Ya-da-da Da-da-da Da-da-da Da
Sh-boom sh-boom Ya-da-da Da-da-da Da-da-da Da, sh-boom!
Sh-boom sh-boom Ya-da-da Da-da-da Da-da-da Da
Sh-boom sh-boom Ya-da-da Da-da-da Da-da-da Da
Sh-boom sh-boom Ya-da-da Da-da-da Da-da-da Da, sh-boom!
Every time I look at you
Somethin' is on my mind
If you do what I want you to
Baby, we'd be so fine!
Life could be a dream
If I could take you up in paradise up above
If you would tell me I'm the only one that you love
Life could be a dream, sweetheart
(Hello hello again, sh-boom and hopin' we'll meet again) boom sh-boom
Hey nonny ding dong, alang alang alang (sh-boom)
Ba-doh, ba-doo ba-doodle-ay
Life could be a dream
Life could be a dream, sweetheart!
Life could be a dream
If only all my precious plans would come true
If you would let me spend my whole life loving you
Life could be a dream, sweetheart
(dee-oody-ooh, sh-boom, sh-boom)
(dee-oody-ooh, sh-boom, sh-boom)
(dee-oody-ooh, sh-boom, sh-boom)
Sweetheart!!
Well, the way I see it is...perfectly clear. Some other things I don't know so much about, but as you can tell I am willing to admit that. Yes. But this, it's perfectly clear. The things I don't know so much about, I really don't know much about. And some of the same things I don't know about I am also scared of, but it could be that the fear comes from the unknown. But that dichotomy doesn't work so well in this situation. I should. I should. Where is my commitment and dedication? My willingness to go through the difficult to get to the pay-off? I can do it sometimes, but this time it seems to have eluded me.
i needs to get my sleep on, brain is beginning to shut it on down now.
Spent Saturday at school from 8-5. Long day. Class starts Tuesday. This still feels strange.
Saturday night and Sunday were terrific fun. That's all I'm gonna say about that. Stripped wallpaper tonight and even that was fun.
Broke. No money. Lint. Tumbleweeds in my pockets. And did I mention I'm sleepy?
Took a bunch of new shots of the kitties tonight and added them here to the site. What are you waiting for? Go look!
Six more days until I start classes at Bellarmine. Holy Shit.
Saturday night was a fun extravaganza! Started at the Rudyard Kipling where I got to meet the Keyboard Junkie for the first time and to hear her sing. Back to Eric's place for some mind expansion. Then off to Gerstle's where we imbibed in an extraordinarily good Bodeco show. Two sets! Two and a half hours! Talked to Ricky after the show and gave him my contact info for web design chit chat. Post-Bodeco it was off to the BBC where we met Michelle, earth princess (Happy Birthday!). All systems were go, and tonight was their first date. Hoo Hah! Hip Hop!
Things are gearing up. I hope I'm ready.
I'll always put it to you straight. After all, I'm just fucking around 'round here. You know. This is fun and games. Don't have a fit. Just take it easy. Trace it back.
the year that was:
1. august 2, 2004...the end.
2. august 6, 2004...the beginning.
3. divorce.
4. october 15, 2004 - home again after all these years.
5. bankruptcy.
6. halloween parties.
7. bodeco
8. my baby, andrei, passes.
9. barbra here, barbra gone.
10. mandy sees me through. mandy disappears.
11. allison gone.
12. heather gone.
13. promotion.
14. The T.
15. frantic job search.
16. arek.
17. bodeco.
18. the most bullshit homebuying experience ever.
19. the move.
20. preparing our home for her arrival.
21. the wait.
22. nelson passes.
23. mom's health scare.
24. jim suhler.
25. new truck.
26. divorce.
In the end, as in the beginning. Everything is as it should be.
What lies in store for the next year?
I know a few things for sure, but you're gonna have to stay tuned to find out...
"you don't want to know how far i'll go"
what do you want me to think about? there's nothing to think about. not any more - my thinking is done. like a bed or a fairy tale, my mind is made up.
i think it's funny how you're an unoriginal prick sometimes but you think it's clever and smile-worthy. hee hee! light years, my man, light years.
enjoyable fucked-up perspectives. nothing has changed here. you dig around in the waste basket full of words and ideas that i've tossed away as unworthy.
