in and out of things, up and then down struggle. it's an amazing struggle. testing me at every turn. in the know. are you in the know? am i the know? has this turned around so far that it's now a loop? are we in the loop?
the thing is to try. to try and try and try. and if you fail and fail and fail, just shut it up and keep on trying. pulling my best cliche here, yep. but i've gotta tell ya - i never stop trying. i never give up.
