It's yet another night done.
I wonder wonder wonder wonder. Oh, do I wonder!
I wonder if old friends still care. I wonder if anyone still reads these words. I wonder if it matters.
I sit, in wonder, of all the things that have ever happened to me to lead me here.
I have often thought that because certain things happened, certain things were meaningless...and not only meaningless but also untrue. But I have often been wrong. I have often been right.
I have often been right. More often than not. Secrets we keep, eventually everyone finds out. And the secret wasn't worth keeping. If something is it should not be hidden.
I play the numbers game, it gets me through until tomorrow when I can play the game again. I've been playing a very long time, I know the numbers well. It's only with the numbers that I can win, that I can survive. Sometimes the numbers seem too large to manage. But the numbers I've seen...
Today's number is 11.
