This neglect will soon come to an end.
May 2006 Archives
This neglect will soon come to an end.
two weeks ago i visited the doctor because i had experienced four straight days with insane migraines. verdict? they were triggered by extreme high blood pressure. the doctor told me that i could fall over dead at any second.
guess who is getting a lifestyle change...
that's my choice.
tumor boy strikes again!
fit it in when you can get it in...
johnny come lately!
soup mountain, soup mountain...
it is with a sleeping ragnar on my lap that i come, unhumbly, to you tonight. with a sleeping, purring ragnar...a clogged head but a light heart. exponenential expansion of self! unfettered, indeed. plans change, don't they? never be afraid to edit. edit away, dearheart, edit away...because it only gets better over time.
and in honor of this day, May 2 (it still is in my brain, haven't slept...), i give you pertinent words from Maynard:
Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition leaving all these opportunities behind.
Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line.
Reaching out to embrace the random.
Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.
I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected
enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired, to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
of our divinity and still be a human.
With my feet upon the ground I lose myself
between the sounds and open wide to suck it in,
I feel it move across my skin.
I'm reaching up and reaching out,
I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me.
And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been.
We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been.
Spiral out. Keep going, going...
