daily battles. old.
results of sleep study: apnea. well...no shit. how many years now? why am i not dead?
give me the fucking face mask so i can sleep. it will be heaven. then maybe i will not feel like a shit-encrusted ass at all times. maybe i will have enough energy to do the things that i need to do to keep this incessant weight off. maybe then my wife will not be pissed at me every single day.
nah, she will.
but maybe the other stuff will get better.
