these are ugly times. it's a daily nightmare and a struggle to make it through to bed time. i never could have imagined things being like this, and i've been through some struggles in my time.
i just want it all to go back to the way it was, once upon a time. it scares me to death that once upon a time is gone forever.
as my man Adam Horowitz has said, more tunefully than i will here: "Somethings Gotta Give."
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things go on for a little while. it may seem like forever, and you may like that or you may not. either way those things will eventually stop happening. it's really only for a little while. you may be glad or sad, but things stop happening. and you have no say in the matter.
so hold on.
or enjoy it while it lasts.
Jack Daniels.
Anyway, I really like cats. And I've come to be quite fond of a certain dog. Wasn't sure if I'd made that clear over the years. Doing the 5K Waggin' Trail fundraiser next weekend. Right now I'm surrounded by five lazy, spoiled rotten meows. One on my lap that wants my attention badly and won't take no for an answer. She keeps pawing me in the face and vocalizing. I'm a satisfied human right now.
I got a new iPod last Friday to replace my now dead 2nd gen pod. The dead one was 20 gig, and I had about 12 gig filled. Around 1200 songs. The new one is 80 gig, with all the flashy video stuff that I care not about. I've been ripping and downloading for a week now and I'm coming up on the 30 gig marker with around 2600 songs. It is a beautiful thing. Not only will I be carrying my entire music collection (OK, 90%), but I'll have those digitized songs on three hard drives. Sweetness.
Nothing of importance here, move along...
I would use a phrase such as "you most likely don't give two shits. or even one." but then, that would be a non-starter to this non-starter.
My life is so bizarre right now I have been failing to find the words. And at exactly the same time, I know if I were to find the words I would know immediately that conveying them here to you would surely be something i could never do.
a non-starter.
