i can't even say

i want it to be sweet.  i never want to wonder.  i want to always know it's right.  i want it to be powerful, and strong, unbreakable, and tender, compassionate, and protective.  i want it to be honest, and patient, and kind.  Silly.  Serious.  I want it all to be shared.  I want inside jokes every ten seconds. i want the surface and i want the depths.  i want to understand and to be understood.  i want to receive as much as i give.  i want affection that never ends. 

but i do not want robert downey jr. to lip sync these words.