you caught me off guard

such a common phrase that no one really listens to what it really means, or infers.

it infers that most of the time we are ON GUARD.  Guarded.  It's true, we are.

Fuck that.

I want to be off guard all the time.  I want to be unguarded.  I want to be open, open, open, open, open, open. 

With abandon!