This is only a test
if this were a real post…
if this were a real post…
It’s my Christmas in July sale.
1000 points of hate shine from the mirror into my eyes.
Where am I?
it can be.
but what a price.
Not being able to say anything about anything truly impairs my ability to say anything.

Thinking conclusionary thoughts,
and thinking introductory thoughts tonight.
Full of disappointment and wonder.
i can’t watch it any more.
i can’t listen any more.
am i focusing on the negative? is there something else to focus on?
if i swallowed a stick of dynamite and blew myself up into tiny pieces, and then those tiny pieces were each cut in half a million more times until only atoms of atoms of atoms were left, you would find it there.
I’ll bet you could not discern that I am in complete disarray.